Dear Katie, December 3, 2000
My mom’s convinced that this will all pass. She thinks it’s just a fight between friends. She thinks we’ll get over it. I don’t think so. I don’t think I can ever forgive you for what you’ve done. It’s been a month, Katie. I never knew so much could change in just a month. Or maybe nothing really changed, maybe this is just the first time I’ve noticed. How come none of this is affecting you? Why must I feel so sad about what happened? Why am I suffering for it? YOU did it, you did it all. It was you. Not me. I hope you to feel what I am feeling now, I hope you will understand the pain.